Hello girls! Please read my story…

Hello girls! Please read my story and give me advice or share their experience Now I’m 20 and I’m not experienced , my MCH under two years In the relationship of 2.7 at First it was like everyone (almost perfect) At some time our relationship was not the type of “tyrant and victim”, but at first I didn’t understand I Now with clear awareness you know it Just comes to clinic not draw Arrows(formerly generally forbidden to paint) are Painted for the audience and not for yourself don’t wear a Skirt(by the way, last time you wore a skirt last summer , but also through tantrums) If nicely dressed, then asks for someone Recently suggested in all seriousness that what I do with my appearance – it’s not for himself but for other guys, and thus attracted their attention But it is not so Naturally I want to look beautiful and groomed, but I have no purpose to attract other guys I just want to feel more comfortable Comes to the ridiculous reproaches for what I photographed And querulous,if I do something he doesn’t like, and it can be a simple little thing of a Girl who was in such a relationship know it on 100% Constantly for their actions feel the fear, guilt and judgment Can yell vozbuhat and it hurts to grab/shove/push for their cockroaches in my head, Jealous of everything and everyone Forever unhappy, if I communicate with my sister After my communication with her, every time we have a quarrel the Story is really long, but the problem is you realize I’m a young girl, who doesn’t want to wear a veil and “wait” for the guy And I’m tired of him talking about it Soon we are waiting for the army, but the feeling that we don’t go Because trust me he is not, although I have reason never gave I’m Sure he will make the brain Just on a subconscious level he has a problem in his head ( his dad is the same) ‘m tired Tired to forgive and to tolerate disrespect Laments that will change But, of course , nothing has changed, either for a short while, and again your essence shows Understand the relationship outlived its makes no sense to meet BUT! I don’t know how to break up with him less boleznei for him and for me Because of the huge attachment to the man is To heap we live together But my conscience does not allow to drive, feel like a beast But to endure the next trick and the assault is not want I want to be happy, But I can’t make a decision Maybe it’s not love for yourself, although for the last year I’ve become much better about myself relates, either from the wild of attachment, or both, In General, the question is this: how do you/your friends were able to make a decision and leave it in the past? And as you have developed the life after? How’d you do? Please do not judge me, Know that I like a lot of blame for the omission thank you All, all read

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