Hi all Met a year and a half, built…

Hello All Met a year and a half, making plans, the family thought the Relationship was difficult and exhausting, I was more forgiving, partying it irritated me, lack of attention, he was gentle then rough, all the time he needed to go within and to think In the beginning of the relationship was even cheating on his part, he could not decide two months met with me and with her I found out about it after he broke up with her He was married, he was 30 years old have a kid I’m 22 and I really wanted a family with him and loved him very much but now I understand how stupid I was and why I suffered all that it was Three months since they broke up still not moved So suddenly it all happened, just said he was tired, that hurts me and will be the one He had always tired for Example when we could not see each other a week, although it was not busy in the evenings and stayed at home, I really wanted to meet, and he started to freak out and say, I much demand and he had to take a pause and think And demanded I do a lot of it was he had in mind that I want to see from him, I even went once, had not the strength, but he came back, asked forgiveness, gave gifts During these three months he did not manifest itself until last week Weeks 3 as is found with a teenager, they walk together on the bars, found your as the saying goes, because I was not happy about his partying and she went somewhere not often prefer to spend time alone or at home with his parents, this Girl was hooking up a lot already with someone, but his age and the adult man is paying attention recently I came Across a photo that she posted them together, so unpleasant, ugly and painful As mentioned above, last week he made Hisself to know, I went to bed, I hear the message, take the phone, and there from him, only written-this message was deleted It was probably written and deleted immediately, he set himself on ava the photo where I have it sitting at home, I photographed It from him 3 days stood for What it was I can’t understand where is the logic here especially there is a girl I did not respond to this and have not written anything to him For what it was?? And he’s on the page itself is depressed adds pictures and songs I think in 30 years to suffer such garbage as something not quite normal kindergarten that I’m not going to hide, I hate that he’s with someone else, even though everyone says should be happy, took destiny from him, but to think that they are serious and he loves her heart aches it is good, but I’m still not recovered from the breakup, He must have heard the thoughts decided for myself that this is all my fault, he has a habit, find an excuse in everything I don’t know why I wrote all this, probably share just Very hard to forget I this person is so hated for all the pain, and there are moments I remember and miss the good Hurt that he’s with someone else How to behave don’t know

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