Hi all! First time writing about sore …

hi all! First time writing about their everyday real life does not work to solve the problem,maybe someone here will give good advice how to live)I Grew up in a dysfunctional family,father don’t know mother all of my childhood about the$of the ball with other men,organized his life Naturally I was extremely deprived of care and love she always Grew up with guys not very good formed,as a closed grew up,wild, even)Then met my husband,I think,when it will move to it so as not to see the mother’s entertainment and indifference to me Then it seemed to me that the ideal husband for me – smart,beautiful,gentle Now I understand that it is not married,and fled from the house soon turns Out that found the first one that I wanted (which was really important to my morale) I really jumped up to the ceiling from the fact that I noticed!!! Husband at first thought only about sex, he had only this, I played his tune,although fun was not Then increased domestic problems,then the mother-in-law couldn’t calm down,that her son is always with me,climbed to us and he listened to her, I got pregnant,it was a shock,but the abortion did not And decided to fight for his family! But the results were not convenient, we never got along,until today we do not talk,her actions stopped paying attention to her husband the strongest resentment for allowing me to humiliate and not put his mother in place,but promised to move mountains years Passed,my soul was not calm,a terrible burden carry But my husband adores me,mother-in-law shut up ! And I turned into a callous woman,nothing pleases Go nowhere,forced sex How to find peace?(((( how to forgive ? How to start to live normally? Maybe I don’t understand something ? Criticism of accepted norms

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