I once lived for two years without hot…

I Once lived for two years without hot water or Rather in the kitchen, it ran, but barely dripping in the bathroom, so it was impossible to take a shower, only to patiently fill a bathtub in about forty minutes Because I want to wash in the morning and evening, each member of the family every day spent an hour and a half of course, when the problem just arose, I asked my husband to call the plumber, but he said: “the Old pipe, rented apartment, what do you want? We’re not going to make a major repair and the hollow walls? Let’s something like” And we began to live something like that can’t remember why I blew up, but one day suddenly made a hideous scandal, after which a plumber was called Master is gone in five minutes, and I thought that everything is hopeless Opened the tap, and poured out a powerful jet of red water Is in the pipe accumulated rust, took a couple of times to knock, and the congestion is gone you Know? Two years without hot water — one phone call and a few movements I’m easily willing to admit that it is our special carelessness, but similar story, I see surprisingly often Friends ten years of living in uncomfortable cramped apartment, which is not always enough space They so disliked that you weren’t even willing to repair In the end spit on everything and decided to move, although I loved their neighborhood Began to gather, and found deposits of old things: clothes, carefully folded into suitcases and removed to the wardrobe; the mezzanine, Packed with material for the failed repairs; shelves, cluttered with unpacked boxes of books and God knows what debris from unfinished crafts to Souvenirs of long journeys; the closet with grandma’s rug, a trundle bed and a broken washing machine was in the house a lot of dark corners, of which swept the dust, but it seriously did not look and did not understand, They suddenly found that their most needed items are placed in bags, and those eighteen bags go in the trash, you Know, when I stopped, the woman was crying Because I realized: these ten years she could live much more comfortable and just happy But there are people who manage on the same conditions to exist in my body Hurts head Hurts, slightly, but from year to year, the days of sickness develop in months, but you can endure and come to terms with everything Because migraine is not treated, we know And then the person suddenly goes to the doctor and discovers that the situation is improving (no, not the guillotine, but some kind of drugs except for painkillers) And you could not fret as much time The same happens with the psychological problems that arise because “the world is so”, and you yourself are imperfect People fighting with them over the years, while not part of the corkscrew and not find that much is corrected by antidepressants not only”to vinovnosti”, but it is a decent quality of life These two words — “quality of life” is the key, They are not about how much you earn and where They rest on how much you have to tolerate what should be tolerated, how often should his teeth, narrow eyes and look around, until it becomes a little easier, no Matter the physical pain you will bear, neuyuta or relationships that for some reason need to save One is that you suffer more than live And it’s not so bad, and the main problem is that discomfort is often amazingly completely optional “Only on the third day the Indian’s Keen Eye noticed that the chamber has no fourth wall,” Well, if the account for months, not for decades Please check the strength of the wall you are hopelessly locked Push every door that looks closed Try the tooth intractable problems and impossible challenges, sometimes the old rusted shackles be stronger than pink fluffy handcuffs for sex games And much more terrible than your long-term problems and the upcoming efforts to address them, may be the understanding that suffering was not necessary That you can be happy much earlier for many years, not just now, when they finally overcame the inertia And all the sad and difficult part of life could be completely different and you didn’t know, and nothing to return

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